Wednesday, April 15, 2009

Peace in a Whirlwind

Right now I'm sitting on my sofa, watching tv with my feet up....with two adorable little kitties by my side!! No matter what comes up in my life, I know they will always love me. It's like God displaying His kindness in such small creatures... I love my kitty babies dearly! :)

Even though there's a lot of stuff going on right now in my life, it's really nice to just sit back and relax. And that's exactly what I'm doing...

Saturday, April 11, 2009

I Whirlwind of Tears and Joy

I am very joyful because I adopted two kittens this week who I love dearly. However, my heart is so heavy tonight as I've had to deal with pain, frustration, hatred, stress....Need I say more?

I have been so stressed out about work lately and actually had to take a personal day off today. I was given the joy of having kittens two nights ago and suddenly it feels like my joy has been snatched away due to recent events in my life.

I don't understand why some people are so selfish, so shallow minded, so thoughtless! Why do they think it's okay to trample all over me? Not only once...twice...three times... It has crushed my heart. It has hurt me so much. I hope that he knows that. If he hasn't already figured that out, he'll know soon enough. I will have nothing to do with him ever again.

And then to make matters even more crazy...I've been thinking a lot about my future, realizing the path I've been on with certain aspects of life aren't going to work anymore. I want them to work out very much so but I can't see past certain things that are standing in my way...

I love my kitties! DEARLY!

Pastor Robert's message tonight was excellent. I am hoping and praying that this salvation message will be heard in certain people's lives this weekend...How I desire to see hope and joy in my dear friends' life!!!

I need to try to rest now. I don't know if I'll be able to. Then again, I've cried so much I might pass out from sheer exhaustion....

Thursday, March 19, 2009

Sunday, March 15, 2009

So far...


I love my brother!

Jen and Tyler....




Florida

I flew back home on Thursday! Yesterday was Tyler and Jennifer's wedding day. It was a beautiful day and they were both so happy! I am so excited for them to finally be married...Ah! Looks like I'll have to post later...the shuttle is taking off! Be back soon...

Thursday, January 15, 2009

It's Me!

Hi!!! *WAVES*

So I realize I'm not at home that much, meaning I'm not on here! I need to start taking my camera with me places so you can at least see where I'm going, what I'm doing :)

Work is going really well! I love it! Everyone really loves me over there too, so I feel really confident about my position. Of course there's always going to be some challenging situations, but in all everything is nice.

I also met someone. Info on that soon to come...

Your mercy found me, Upon the broken road, And lifted me beyond my failing, Into Your glory, My sin and shame dissolved, And now forever Yours I'll stand. In love never to end, To call You more than Lord, Glorious friend. So I throw my life upon all You are, Cause I know You gave it all for me, And when all else fades, My soul will dance with You, Where the love lasts forever.

"One thing have I asked of the LORD, that will I seek after: that I may dwell in the house of the LORD all the days of my life,to gaze upon the beauty of the LORD and to inquire in his temple." Psalm 27:4